Soul As The Bridge Between My Humanity
And My Divinity
Through untold lifetimes I have sought to
be more God-like. I
have prayed, contemplated,
and meditated. All the while, my personal life continued on,
muddled, drifting, unfocused.
I have lived in two different worlds. I have lived in my Humanity or I have
lived in my Divinity.
My personal egoic
world, (my Humanity), has remained separate and disconnected
from my spiritual life. How can I embrace my egoic drama
and at the same time listen and learn from my Soul,
(God-Self). My past pattern has been to dwell in one polarity
or the other; positive
Consciousness or ego drama. All Humanity and I long to be
at peace, in love, expressing as joy. The bridge, Soul,
gives me that opportunity. Soul has been the bridge to connect
both my Humanity and Divinity. My Soul is available to me at
all times. My responsibility is to be Conscious
and ask for Soul guidance. When I listen, I receive Soul guidance.
Soul has outlined several Esoteric
Teachings and Practices.
They serve as tools for me to live my Humanity within my Divinity.
Soul has given me the choice to release being bound by negative
words, and actions. These are the egoic experiences of Humanity.
Soul has given several processes for releasing negative conditioning.
Bridging Tool #1 The
The Silence allows my thoughts and feelings
to arise without my engaging them. I acknowledge their presence
and release them into my Heart.
I go back into the Silence by entering into the Serene
Center of My Being with in My Heart. Soul
awaits me here. My ego goes with me into the Silence. It learns
itself into the Silence. The Silence gives me peace.
Bridging Tool #2 The Next Focus in Divine Consciousness
I have learned that I can only change
that which I can name. Soul
has given me a format for looking at imprinted
love patterns. It is a method for releasing my unfinished
Mommy/Daddy business. I work deeply with the Next Focus in
Divine Consciousness Sheets. As Humanity,
we have a Soul
Agreement to learn through polarity:
right/wrong, good/bad, perfect/mediocre. I chose to be born into
a family which instilled in me the edicts of "not good enough"
and "you'll never get it". My life long struggle has
been to rise above these imprinted faults and defects to become
"perfect, acceptable, and respectable". I passed these
negative pronouncements on to my children. My grandchildren now
live with this generational burden. By using The Next Focus Sheets,
Soul has given me a format through which I can speak my negativity.
I put my negative feelings, actions, and thoughts on paper to
learn what has "run me" egoically this lifetime. The
clarity has been profound. It has led me to greater self-acceptance
It is my Soul guiding me to live my Humanity within my Divinity.
Bridge Tool #3 Esoteric
Teaching - Everything Is Illusion
Back to God
Through remembering this Teaching,
I unceasingly ask, "What's
Really Going On?" I am able to raise my Consciousness.
This creates an alignment
with Soul and a balance
of the perspective-Humanity
I must be Conscious of the "Bigger
Picture" in order to live in both my Humanity and Divinity.
When I am aware, Conscious, I remain in alignment with Soul and
in balance with my life. I find that, with relentless practice,
I remain in that focused place more and more. It does require
practice and patience.
Bridging Tool #4 The Practice of Referencing Soul
in All Decision-Making
My intention to live as human
and Divine require
me to be consistent. I am given a gentle nudge and guidance by
my Soul when I move
into my egoic drama.
I find myself judging/criticizing, controlling/manipulating
and/or protecting/defending. These ego functions
are my "buttons". They push me into negative reactivity.
Soul helps me to recognize them more quickly. I now choose to
ask Soul for assistance in moving through any negative situation.
My Soul, when I ask, shows me my inconsistencies. When I change
them, I move effortlessly back into alignment
with my Soul - which is always consistent. All is given unto
me. I am able to recognize that all is in Divine
Order. As I move through my egoic drama back into balance
and alignment with Soul, my life once more reflects my Humanity
held within my Divinity.
The process of being both human and Divine
requires loving, relentless
attention. These are just a few of the tools given by Soul to
Bridge this gap. I give unceasing thanks and gratitude to my
Soul for being my Divine Bridge. Connection with my Soul has
given me freedom to Love myself as both human and Divine.
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